Title: I’ll Never Tell
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alexcat
Fandom: Sherlock Holmes
Type: FCS
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don not own them at all.
Warnings: None
Beta: None
Pairing: Holmes/Watson
Archive: OEAM, Ao3, Alex’s Story Book
Author’s Note: They are a blend of BBC modern Sherlock and Jeremy Brett Granada Sherlock.
Spoilers: No
Summary: Holmes speaks.
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I’LL NEVER TELL
John thinks that I don’t know he has fallen in love with me. He also thinks that I am crazy as hell too. He’s wrong about the first. Not so much the second.
Bah!
What does Dr. Watson know?
I loved him the first time he looked at me with that spinsterish disapproval. He mustn’t know. It would ruin my awful image as a sociopath, though I do suspect I am more one than not. John just acts as if I’m normal, whatever that is.
He also thinks I don’t like those silly stories he writes about me but I do. Not that I’d ever tell him so. After putting up with Mycroft all my life, it is very refreshing to have someone care for me without pointing out all my mistakes each and every day. He still has that look but he seldom says anything.
And he tells the whole world I am brilliant.
All my life, I wondered why I never felt much of anything for anyone. John changed all that.
But I’ll never tell him. Not a word.
~end~
Author:
alexcatFandom: Sherlock Holmes
Type: FCS
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don not own them at all.
Warnings: None
Beta: None
Pairing: Holmes/Watson
Archive: OEAM, Ao3, Alex’s Story Book
Author’s Note: They are a blend of BBC modern Sherlock and Jeremy Brett Granada Sherlock.
Spoilers: No
Summary: Holmes speaks.
~~~
I’LL NEVER TELL
John thinks that I don’t know he has fallen in love with me. He also thinks that I am crazy as hell too. He’s wrong about the first. Not so much the second.
Bah!
What does Dr. Watson know?
I loved him the first time he looked at me with that spinsterish disapproval. He mustn’t know. It would ruin my awful image as a sociopath, though I do suspect I am more one than not. John just acts as if I’m normal, whatever that is.
He also thinks I don’t like those silly stories he writes about me but I do. Not that I’d ever tell him so. After putting up with Mycroft all my life, it is very refreshing to have someone care for me without pointing out all my mistakes each and every day. He still has that look but he seldom says anything.
And he tells the whole world I am brilliant.
All my life, I wondered why I never felt much of anything for anyone. John changed all that.
But I’ll never tell him. Not a word.
~end~
